Douwa ni okeru monogatari-sei no soushitsu

Niimi Nankichi
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 Housoukyoku ga Rajio shousetsu o boshuu suru toki tsugi no you na jouken o tsukeru. Ichi, sanjuppun de kanketsu suru mono. Ichi, toujou jinbutsu wa X mei kurai ga koutsugou de aru. Ichi, meirou kenzen ni shite, kokuminsei o yoku hatsuyou shite iru mono taru koto. Soshite kore wa kotowatte wa nai ga, geijutsu-teki ni sugureta sakuhin de nakereba naranu koto wa mochiron de aru. Korera no shojouken o kika sareru to, nin wa, sore ni ichi ichi kanatta sakuhin o kaku koto wa ikani mutsukashii ka o omou no de aru. Mukashi kara yoi sakuhin wa reikan ni yotte umareru to iwarete iru. Reikan wa, mata ( hirameku ) to iu jutsugo o itsu mo shitagaete iru. Shite miru to sore wa inaduma no you na mono, wareware no mama ni naranu mono nano de aru. Kakaru seikaku no reikan ni korera no jouken o oshi tsukeru no wa, inaduma ni mutte, ( hi no miyagura o tsutatte kudari te kite, toufuya no kado o migi ni orete, gakkou michi ni dete, gakegake no shita ni ushi ga itara, gake ue no hosomichi o tootte, soshite watashi no ie made kina sai ) to chuumon suru no to onaji you ni taisou muri na hanashi de aru. Dakara reikan wa toubou shiteshimau. Soshitesono kekka wa warui sakuhin da. Kore wa touzen no koto da to hitobito wa omou.

Tokoro de, kono you na jouken tsuki de genkou o kakaneba naranu no wa RAJIO shousetsu kenshou oubosha bakari de arou ka. Sou de wa nai. Gendai de wa subete no bunpitsuka ga ookare sukunakare nanraka no jouken naishi wa seigen o kuwaerarete kaku koto o youkyuu sareru no de aru. Aru sakka wa kou iu chuumon o ukeru. (Raishuu no kinyoubi made ni, nijuu mai no tanpen o kaite kudasai ). Mata aru hyouronka wa tsugi no you na chuumon ni ouji neba naranai. (Nanamai no hyouron, asu no kokumin bungaku no ari you ni tsuite ). Watashi wa sakka de mo hyouronka de mo nai no de, sono you na chuumon o uketa koto wa nai ga, kore ga jijitsu de aru koto wa, hito ga yoku shinbun zasshi de miuke ru, (Watashi ni kaserareta daimoku wa XXX de aru ga, kono you na mondai wa ataerareta shisuu de ronji tsukuseru mono de wa nai unnun ) to itta kakidashi no bun o yomu toki, nattoku shinai wake ni wa ikanai. JAANARIZUMU no kakaru yarikata ga gaidoku o nagashite shimatta. Naze nara chuumon o uketa sakkatachi wa nanamai, arui wa nijuumai, arui wa hyaku gojuumai to, choudo youfukuya ga kyaku no chuu mon ni ouzuru you ni, JAANARIZUMU no chuumon doori no sunpou ni kaka neba naranai. Shikamo kono baai, sakka wa youfukuya yori issou konnan de aru. Youfukuya ni wa nani FIITO demo fukuji wa aru. Dakara ookii sunpou ni wa ookii fukuji o motte nozomu bakari da. Shikashi sakka ni wa itsu de mo, ikanaru sunpou no chuumon ni de mo oujirareru daishou samazama no sozai no sutokku ga aru wake de wa arumai. Aru baai ni wa, sanmai no sozai o nanamai no sakuhin ni shiage, aru baai ni wa go mai no sozai o nijuumai ni hikinobasu. Zero no sozai kara suumai no sakuhin ga shouzuru to iu, butsuri-teki ni fukanou na koto mo koko de wa shibashiba arieru. Nani ni shite mo sakka tachi no kanshinji wa youfukuya no kanshinji to onaji de aru. Mazu sunpou ni atta mono o tsukuru koto nano da.

Koko kara bungaku ga kichou na mono o utta jijitsu wa, youi ni shukou sareru. Bunshou o hikinobasu doryoku no tame, kanketsu to meikai to seiki ga mazu ushinaware, bunshou wa jouman ni nari, arui wa kudoku nari, arui wa nankai ni shite muimi na kotoba no raretsu ni natta. Douji ni naiyou no hou de wa kyoumi ga ushinaware, DARU ni nari hansa ni natte shimatta. Korera o hikkurumete monogatarisei no soushitsu to watashi wa iitai.

Otona no bungaku ga monogatarisei o utta toki, bungaku kazoku no ichiin de aru jidoubungaku mo, miyou mimane de daraku shita no de aru. Konnichi no douwa o yonde miru to sono monogatarisei no hotondo sonshite inai koto ni hito wa kizuku darou. Jibun no kodomo ya seito ni, ohanashi o kikasete yaru tame, anatagata ga SUTOORII o sagasou to shite, hyaku hen no konnichi no douwa o yomarete mo, anatagata wa tada shitsubou no toiki o tsukareru bakari de arou. Kou watashi ga ieba, aru douwasakka tachi wa tsugi no you ni watashi ni hanbaku suru ka mo shire nai. (Kimi wa jitsuen douwa to sousaku douwa o kondou shite iru no de wa nai ka. SUTOORII no omoshiromi nara jitsuen douwa ni motome tamae. Wareware no sousaku douwa ni sore o motomete kuru no wa okadochigai de aru ). Jissai kono toori no koto o itte ita jidou bungeika ga atta. Shikashi watashi ni wa, somosomo jitsuen douwa to sousaku douwa ga zenzen besshu na mono de nakereba naranu riyuu ga unazuke nai no de aru. Naze kuchi de katarareru douwa to kami ni insatsu sareru douwa ga zenzen besshu na mono to sareneba naranu no ka.

Watashi ni wa kami no douwa mo kuchi no douwa mo onaji janru da to omowareru. Kami de yonde omoshiroku nai douwa wa kuchi kara kikasare te mo omoshiroku nai. Kuchi kara kikasarete tsumara nai douwa wa kami de yonde mo tsumara naku nai hazu ga nai. Kono koto wa douwa bakari de wa naku, otona no shousetsu ni tsuite mo ieru to omou. Shousetsu ga kuchi kara hanarete kami ni utsutta tokoro kara shousetsu no daraku ga hajimaru no de aru. Sore ga uso da to iu nara, tatoeba Saikaku ya TORUSUTOI ya Uno Kouji nado no sugureta shousetsu o yonde miru to yoroshii. Soko ni wa anatagata wa sakka no te kara de naku, sakka no kuchi kara dete kuru ibuki no komotta kotoba o kiku de arou.

Douwa wa moto -- sore ga bungaku nado to iu rippa na namae de yobare nakatta jibun -- hanashi de atta, monogatari de atta. Bungaku ni natte kara mo monogatari de aru koto o yamenakatta (ANDERUZEN ya SOROGUUBU no koto o omoi dashite kudasai ). Bungei douwa no jidai ni natte mo douwa wa monogatari de aru koto o yamete wa naranakatta no de aru. Choudo, ningen ga samazama na jidai ni samazama no boushi o kamutte kita no ni kakawarazu atama sono mono wa kawara nakatta you ni. Kono koto wa, douwa no dokusha ga dare de aru ka o kangaete mireba sugu wakaru. Aite wa kodomo de atte bungaku-seinen de wa nai. Soko de konnichi no douwa wa, monogatarisei o torimodosu koto ni doryoku o harawaneba nara nai. Otona no bungaku ga monogatarisei o motanai kara to te, doushite sore o maneru hitsuyou ga arou. Soshite, hajime ni nobeta JAANARIZUMU no warui shuukan ni mo kakawarazu, douwa wa honrai no monogatarisei o torimodoshiuru to watashi wa shinjiru.

Kokode omoidashite itadaki tai, FURANKURIN ga yuujin suumei to KURABU o tsukuri kakuji ga kaitekita genkou (Douwa de wa nakatta ga ) o sakusha ga yomi hoka no mono ga kiki, hihan shiatta koto o. Mata DEIKENZU ga kano nagai shousetsu no isshou zutsu o yuujin tachi ni kiite moratta koto o. (Shi to shinjitsu ) ni yoreba GEETE mo mata sakuhin o yomi kikaseru shuukan o toutonda you de aru. Korera no sugureta bunshi tachi wa, koushite, buntai no kanketsu, meikai, nama atarasa, naiyou no omoshirosa o ushinawanu you ni tsutometa. Kore wa mukashifuu na bakashoujiki na yarikata no you ni mieru. Shikashi, konnichi, douwa ga monogatarisei o futatabi mi ni tsukeru ni wa, sukoshi de mo hanashi no naiyou nari bunshou nari ga taikutsu ni nareba sugu kikite ga gosogoso shihajimeru no de zenzen sakka no hitori yogari o yurusa nai. Kono kibishii houhou ga motto mo yoi to omou.


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