Yo wa shinshuu no ie ni umare, yo no haha wa shinshuu no shinja de aru ni kakawarazu, yo jishin wa shinshuu no shinja demo nakereba, mata shinshuu ni tsuite ooku shiru mono demo nai.

Tada shounin ga zaise no toki mizukara gutoku to shoushi kono niji ni omoki o okareta to iu hanashi kara, yo no shiru tokoro o motte osu to, gutoku no niji wa yoku shounin no hitotonari o arawasu to tomo ni, shinshuu no kyougi o hyoubou shi, kanete shuukyou sonomono no honshitsu o shimesu mono dewa nakarou ka.

ningen niwa chisha mo ari, gusha mo ari, tokusha mo ari, futokusha mo aru. Shikashi ikani dainaru tomo ningen no chi wa ningen no chi de ari, ningen no toku wa ningen no toku de aru. Sankakukei no hen wa ikani nagaku to mo subete no kaku no wa ga nichokkaku ni hitoshii to iu niwa nan no kawari mo nakarou. Tada honshin ikkai, kono chi, kono toku o suteta tokoro ni, arata na chi o e, arata na toku o sonae, arata na seimei ni hairu koto ga dekiru no de aru. Kore ga shuukyou no shinzui de aru.

shuukyou no koto wa yo no iwayuru gakumon chishiki to nanra koushou mo nai. KOPERUNIKASU no chidousetsu ga shinri de arou ga, TOREMI no tendousetsu ga shinri de arou ga, souiu koto wa dochira demo yoi. Tokugyou no ten kara mite mo, shuukyou wa mizukara tokugyou o tomonai kuru mono de arou ga, mata kanarazu shimo kono ryousha o douitsushi suru koto wa dekinu.

mukashi, yuuzenji ga mada gozusan no hokugen ni sunde ita toki niwa, iroiro no tori ga hana o fukunde kuyou shita ga, shisodaishi ni sanjite kara tori ga hana o fukunde konakunatta to iu hanashi o kiita koto ga aru.

shuukyou no chi wa chi sono mono o shiri, shuukyou no toku wa toku sono mono o mochiiru no de aru. Sankakukei no kikagaku teki seishitsu o kiwameru ni wa shijou no ichi shousankakukei de takusan de aru you ni, shinrei jou no jijitsu ni taishite wa eiyuu gouketsu mo hippuhippu to douitsu de aru. Tada me wa me o miru koto wa dekizu, yama ni aru mono wa yama no zentai o shiru koto wa dekinu. Kono chi kono toku no aida ni toushutsu toubotsu suru mono wa kono chi kono toku o shiru koto wa dekinu.

nanibito de attemo sekirara taru jiko no hontai ni tachi kaeri, hitotabi kengai ni te o sasshite zetsugo ni yomigaetta mono de nakereba kore o shiru koto wa dekinu, sunawachi fukaku gutoku no gutoku taru yuen o ajiwai eta mono nomi kore o shiru koto ga dekiru no de aru. Shounin no gutoku wa kaku no gotoki imi no gutoku dewa nakarou ka. Tariki to iwazu, jiriki to iwazu, issai no shuukyou wa kono gutoku no niji o ajiwau ni hokanaranu no de aru.

Shikashi migi no you ni ieba, gutoku no niji wa hitori shinshuu ni kagitta wake demo nai youde aru ga, shinshuu wa tokuni kono houmen ni chakumoku shita shuukyou de aru, gujin, akunin o shouin to shita shuukyou de aru. Onajiku ai o shu to shita tarikishuu de atte mo, YUDAYAkyou kara deta KIRISUTOkyou wa nao, seigi no kannen ga tsuyoku, ikuraka tsumi o semuru to iu omomuki ga aru ga, shinshuu wa kore to chigai zettai teki ai, zettai teki tariki no shuukyou de aru. Rei no houtou musuko o mukaeta chichi no you ni, ikanaru gujin, ikanaru zainin ni taishite mo mida wa tada anji no tame ni ware wa funkotsu saishin seri to itte, kore omukaerareru no ga shinshuu no honshi de aru.

"Tan'ishou" no naka ni shounin ga "Mida no gokou shiyui no gan o yokuyoku anzureba hitoeni shinran hitori ga tame nari keri" to iwareta no ga sono gokui o shimeshita mono de arou.

owari ni shuso sono hito no jinkaku ni tsuite mite mo, kano nichiren shounin ga iki chuuten, tashuu o batou shi, hojoushi o moku shite, kojima no nushira ga unnun to sougo seshi ni kurabete, kichisui ichimon no kika ni tsuranari kitaguni no sumi ni nagasare nagara, moshi ware haisho ni ikazunba nani yorite ka henpi no gunrui o kasen to itte, hou o mite hito o minakatta shinran shounin no jinkaku wa sukoburu omomuki o koto ni shita mono to iwanebanaranu.

gaze sakebi kumo hashiri, dotou houhai no aida ni tachite, ugokazaru koto iwao no gotoki nichiren shounin no iki wa, sou naru koto wa sou de aru ga, enpa byoubou, kaze shizuka ni nami ugokazaru shinran shounin no kyoukai wa mata nantonaku okuyukashii dewa nai ka.

(2006.3.4)