Bimoku shuurei ni shite to ka, mayu hiidetaru wakoudo to ka, ikari no ryuubi o sakadatete to ka, mikazuki no you na urei no mayu o hisomete to ka, hotto shuubi o hiraite to ka.

Kojin wa me o kokoro no mado to itta to douji ni mayu o kanjou no keihou ki ni tatoete, mayu ni tsuite iroiro no iikata o shite kita mono de aru.

Me wa kuchi hodo ni mono o ii to iwarete iru ga, jitsu wa mayu hodo me ya kuchi ijou ni motto naimen no joukan o nyojitsu ni hyougen suru mono wa nai.

Ureshii toki wa sono hito no mayu wa yorokobi no iro o obite ika nimo koushun no hana no you ni utsukushiku hiraite iru shi, kanashii toki niwa kanashimi no iro o ukabete mayu no mon wa fukaku tozasarete iru.

Me wa tojite shimaeba sore ga nani o katatte iru ka wa wakaranai shi, kuchi o tsugunde shimaeba nani mo kiku koto wa dekinai.

Shikashi mayu wa sono you na baai ni demo, sono hito no naimen no kutsuu ya yorobi no genshou o mite toru koto ga dekiru no de aru.

Watashi wa katsute masuizai o kakerarete shujutsu o uketa ato no byounin o mimatta koto ga aru ga, sono hito wa mochiron me o tojita mama BEDDO ni ouga shite ita ga, masui ga modoru ni tsurete, sono kutsuu o futatsu no mayu no keiren ni arawashite taeshinonde iru no o mite, kore nado isasaka chokuyakuteki dewa aru ga, mayu wa me ya kuchi ijou ni sono hito no kimochi o arawasu mado ijou no mado da na to omotta koto de atta.

Douji ni izen yonda izumi kyouka no “Gekai “ to iu shousetsu o omoi dashita no de aru.

Naganen omoi kogarete ita wakai kokushu ni masuizai nashi de iji no shujutsu o uketa kano kifujin mo, shujutsu o uke nagara kutsuu o korae, isasaka no kutsuu mo nai ka no you ni yosootte wa ita mono no, utsukushii futatsu no mayu dake wa osoraku sengenbango no kotoba o arawashi, sono utsukushii mayu wa shi ijou no kurushimi o misete ita koto de arou to omotta.

Bijinga o egaku ue demo, ichiban mutsukashii no wa kono mayu de arou.

Kuchimoto ya bimoku, koto ni mayu to naru to sukoshi demo egaki sokonau to, tonda koto ni naru mono de aru.

Shirisagari no kanji o ataeru to, sono jinbutsu wa darashi no nai mono ni natte shimau shi, ryuusen no sue ga ue ni noboreba samurai no you ni natte sekkaku no bijin mo dainashi de aru.

Hososugi te mo narazu, kemushi no you ni futoku te mo narazu, wazuka fude no ke ippon no sen no ooi sukunai de, sono kao zentai ni eikyou o ataeru koto wa shibashiba keiken suru tokoro de aru.

Mayu ga shiage no ue ni mottomo chuui o harau bu no hitotsu de aru yuen de aru.

Mayu mo josei no kami ya obi to douyou ni sono hito no kaikyuu o arawasu mono de aru.

Ouchou jidai wa ouchou jidai de chanto mayu ni kaikyuu o misete ita. Mayu no hikikata sorikata ni mo, onozu to sono hito hito no mibun ga arawarete i, douji ni sorezore okuyukashii mayu o shimeshite ita mono de aru.

Jourou nyoubou <mikushigedono> - <naishinokami> - nii sanmi no <suke> - kinjiki o yurusareta daijin no onna - mago no mayu to, kai no nanigashi no onna no mayu to onaji to iu koto wa nai.

Mukashi wa josei no mayu o mita dake de, are wa dono you na sujou no josei de aru ka to iu koto ga wakatta. Soko nimo mata nippon no josei no yosa ga atta no de aru to mo ie you. Mochiron sujou no koto wa mayu o miru made mo naku, sono hito no kami ya obi sono ta no kikonashi o ikken shita dake de wakaru niwa wakatta no de aru ga.

Mottomo ima no josei demo, mayu no katachi de sono hito ga dono you na josei de aru ka ga wakaranai demo nai.

Shikashi ooku no josei no you na nipponteki bikan no tomonawanai mono no ooi no wa zannen de aru.

Sekkaku oya kara uketa atara mayuge o sori otoshi, yomeiri mae no wakai mi de ittan aomayu ni shi, sono ue e susuki no ha no you ni hosoi houbutsusen o egaitari shite iru no wa, amari biteki na mono to wa ienai no de aru.

Sono houbutsusen no hate ga doko de owaru no ka to shinapai ni naru hodo kami no haegiwa made mo nobashite iru egaki mayu ni itatte wa, kokuseki o sae toitakunaru no de aru. Sono you ni shite jibun no kao no chouwa o kowasanakute wa naranu josei to iu no wa, ittai dou iu kangae o jibun no kao ni taishite motte iru no de arou. Aa iu mayu ni nippon josei no utsukushisa wa mijin mo kanjinai.

Kanjinai hazu de, sono yotte kita tokoro no mono ga AMERIKA joyuu no mohou de aru kara, nippon no josei ni shikkuri awanai no wa touzen sugiru hodo touzen no ri nano de aru.

Watashi wa mochiron utsukushii shingetsu no you ni hiideta jimae no mayu ni bi to aichaku wa kanjite wa iru ga, sono hiideta utsukushii jimae no mayuge o sori otoshita ano aomayu ni tamaranai miryoku o kanjite iru hitori nano de aru.

Aomayu to iu no wa yomeiri shite kodomo ga dekiru to, kanarazu mayu o sori otoshite sou shita mono de aru.

Kore wa hiideta utsukushii mayu to mata chigatta fuzei o soeru mono de aru.

Kekkon shite kodomo ga dekiru to aomayu ni naru nado wa, ika nimo nipponteki de okuyukashiku sei naru mayu to yobitai mono de aru.

Itsu no koro kara ka kono aomayu no fuushuu ga kie usete, ima dewa gion to ka sou itta sekai no onaigisan ni tokidoki miukeru koto ga aru ga, wakai hito no aomayu wa hotondo mirarenai. Mashite ippan no sekai ni kono aomayu no bi o hotondo miidasu koto wa dekinai.

Aomayu wa kodomo ga dekite haha ni natta shirushi ni sou suru iikaereba haha no mayu to mo tonaeubeki mono de jitsu ni medetai mayu nano de aru.

Juuhachi, ku de yomeiri shite hanazakari no hatachi gurai de haha ni nari, aomayu ni natte iru fujin o miru to tamaranai mizumizushisa o sono aomayu ni kanjiru no de aru.

Soshite soritate no aomayu wa tatoe te ieba yamiyo no kaya ni tomatta isshun no keikou no you ni, aoao to shita koutaku o motte ite mattaku furuitsukitai hodo de aru.

Sono ue aomayu ni naru to, kyuu ni utte kawatte ochitsuki no aru josei ni mieru no de aru. Mochiron haha to natta yue mo arou kere do.

Watashi wa aomayu o omou tabi ni haha no mayu o omoidasu no de aru.

Haha no mayu wa hitoichibai aoao to shi mizumizushikatta. Haha wa mainichi no you ni kamisori o atete mayu no teire o shiteita. Itsumade mo sono aosa to koutaku o ushinaumai to shite, mayu o taisetsu ni shite ita haha no aru hi no sugata wa ima demo me o tsubureba mabuta no ura ni ukande kuru.

Watashi wa osanai koro no ichiban monogoto no kioku no shimikomu jidai ni haha no aomayu o mite kurashite ita yue ka, sono go aomayu no fujin o egaku toki niwa kanarazu kioku no naka no haha no aomayu o egaita.

Watashi no ima made egaita e no aomayu no onna no mayu wa zenbu kore haha no aomayu de aru to itte yoi.

Aomayu no naka niwa watashi no utsukushii yume ga yadotte iru.

(RzBK : 2006.2.11)