?Watashi niwa, doumo doumo e igai no koto desu to, douse yogi ni suginai kara to iu ki ga shite, uchikonde necchu suru ki ni narenai shoubun ga aru you desu. Shamisen ni shite mo nagauta ni shite mo, saisho wa youkyoku ni shite mo, mina sou iu fuu ni zubora ni kangaete imashita.

Ga, chikagoro dewa, ika ni yogi ni shite mo, douse yaru kara niwa, nani ka hitotsu kurai kenmei ni yatte miyou to iu ki ni natte kite imasu.

Jouzu na hito no o kiite iru to, fushimawashi hitotsu ni shite mo iu ni iwarenai myoumi ga ari, sono yokuyou no aji no yosa o kiite kanshin suru bakari de naku, muzukashii nagara mo jibun demo yatte miyou to iu hagemi ga dete kimasu.

Soushita hagemi no kimochi o kangaete mimasu to, keishiki wa chigatte ite mo, e no ue de kushin shite iru kimochi to onaji aji no mono ga aru to omoimasu.

Youkyoku o yatte inagara, watashi wa mawari mawatte sore ga e no ue nimo yaku ni tatteiru to omou you ni natte kimashita.

Watashi wa, izen wa, yogi wa yogi to shite heta demo ii to omoimashite, kori mo sezu ni orimashita ga, chikagoro wa sore to hantai ni "Yogi no heta na mono wa hongi mo heta da" to iu marude gyaku na kimochi ni natte kimashita.

Yoku kangaete miru to, sugureta sainou aru hito wa, yahari yogi ni oite mo jouzu no you desu.

Yogi to ie ba, Kujou Takeko fujin o omoi dashimasu.

Kujou Takeko fujin wa, Shoukei to iu gagou de, watashi no ie nimo tazunete korare, watashi mo o'ukagai shite e no keiko o shiteiraremashita.

Takekosan no, ano jouhin na kihin no takai sugata ya kaokatachi wa, nihon teki na onna rashisa to demo iu you na bi no kyokuchi da to omoimasu.

Anna kirei na kata wa mettani nai to omoimasu. Kirei na hito wa toku na mono de, donna mage ni yutte mo, donoyou na ishou o tsukerarete mo, mina ga mina you niau no desu.

Itsu deshita ka, ichido marumage ni yuute irareta koto ga arimashita. Taitei wa HAIKARA de, mage o yuute inasaru koto wa metta ni nai no de, watashi wa kinen ni, tebayaku shasei sasete moraimashita ga, makoto ni mizu mo shitataru you na utsukushisa de shita.

"Gesshoku no yoi" wa sono toki no shasei o sankou ni shita no desu. Mochiron zenbu Takeko fujin no shasei o mochiita to iu wake dewa arimasen ga,

Ooinaru Mono no chikara ni Hikareyuku

Waga ashimoto no Obotsukanashiya

Takeko fujin no Muyuuge no naka no isshu de aru ga, watashi wa Takeko fujin o omoidasu tabi ni, kono uta o omoi, ano kata no arishi hi no yasashii osugata o tsuisou suru no de arimasu.

Ooinaru mono no chikara ni hikare yuku makoto ni, watashitachi ningen no ayumi yuku sugata wa, ooi naru ametsuchi no kamigami, daiji daihi nomi hotoke kara mirareta naraba, ari no arukiyuku sugata yori mo aware chiisana mono nano ni chigai arimasen.

Jinji o tsukushite tenmei o matsu, to mukashi no hito ga moushita you ni, nanigoto mo, yareru tokoro made tsutome tsukushite mita ue de, sate sore ijou wa, ooinaru kami ya hotoke no ochikara ni matsu yori hoka wa arimasen.

Geijutsu jou no koto demo, sou de arimasu. Jibun no chikara no oyobu kagiri, kore ijou wa jibun no chikara dewa dounimo naranai to iu tokoro made kufuu shi, oshitsumete itte koso, hajimete, ooinaru shinbutsu no ochikara ga soko ni kudasareru no de arimasu. Ten no keiji to demo moushimashou ka, jinji no saigo made doryoku sureba, kanarazu sono ushiro niwa shinbutsu no keiji ga atte michi wa kotsuzen to akete mairu mono da to, watakushi wa, gadou gojuunen no keiken kara, shimijimi to sou omowazu niwa iraremasen.

Naseba naru nasaneba naranu nanigoto mo, naranu wa hito no nasanu narikeri no uta wa, kono atari no koto o utatta mono de arou to zonjimasu.

Hito no chikara de dou nimo naranai koto ga tokuni geijutsu no ue de ooku aru you desu. Kangae no oyobanai koto, doushitemo, soko e omoi itaranai koto ga tabitabi arimashita. Sono you na toki demo, akirame sutezu ni, ichizu ni sore no dakaisaku ni tsuite omoi o neri, kufuu o korashite yukeba, soko ni ten no keiji ga aru no desu.

Naseba naru no uta wa, kono saigo no, mou hito'oshi, hitofunbari o akirame suteru koto no yowai seishin ni muchiutsu kotoba de arou to omoimasu.

Naranu wa hito no nasanu nari keri to wa, hito ga saigo no doryoku o oshimu kara naranu no de aru to iu koto de, kekkyoku saigo wa tenchi no ooinaru chikara ga soko ni hataraite, sono hito o tasukeru no de arimasu.

Ichizu ni, doryoku shoujin o shite iru hito ni nomi, ten no keiji wa kudaru no de arimasu.

Mottomo, ten no keiji wa, sou de nai hito nimo kudatte iru no kamo shiremasen. Ga, kanashii koto ni, sono hito wa ichizu na mono o ushinatte iru no de, sono arigatai ten no keiji o tsukamitoru koto ga dekinai no de arimasu.

Ten no keiji wa, iroiro no katachi de, iroiro no basho e arawareru mono de arimasu.

E no hou ni shimashite mo, toki niwa, asayakegumo, yuuyake no sora no iro ni, sore o shimeshite kudasaru koto mo arimasu.

Chigiretobu kumo no katachi ni, doushitemo tsukamenakatta mono no katachi o, shimesareru koto mo arimasu.

Arakabe no kawakiguai, makimizu no himatsu no katachi o mite, hatato kizuite,

"Aa, ano katachi o tottara"

To, soko kara shigoto ga surasura to hakonda koto mo ikudo aru ka shiremasen.

You wa fudan no doryoku , shoujin o shite oreba kikai o tsukamu koto ga dekiru no dewa nai de shou ka.

Ten no keiji o ukeru to iu koto wa, kikai o tsukamu to iu koto de arimasu.

Ten no keiji to wa kikai to iu koto de arimasu.

Kikai hodo, ukkari shite iru to nigete shimau mono wa arimasen.

Kikai o tsukamu no nimo, fudan no doryoku to shoujin ga hitsuyou na node arimasu.

(2006.1.14)